Let The Rain Come Down
And Wash Away My Tears.
Let It Fills My Soul
And Drown My Fears.
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Dunman Sec Sch
ITE College EAST
Birthday -> 25061989
Spiritual -> 17042004
Hope Church Singapore
Youth Deco Ministry
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im at the airport again..
went for cg todae.. not reali in the mood. haiz.. after cg, everybody was enjoying stuying together but i dun.. not i dun wan but im juz not alrite.. they decided to go mac n study but i din join them. i came to airport 'alone' I dun understand my heart. i dun even noe if i wanna be alone or i need an accompany.. Every thought in my heart was so messy. Cant sort it properly..
Wad is happening to mi??
Ever since the start of my prelims till now, i've been feeling so depressed n so lonely. Trying so hard to cheer myself up but i juz cant be happi.. y?? Everything seems to go 'hay-wired'(spelled correctly?) n Problems keep rushing in un-solved.. Worst thing is tt i even start to lose a lot of things in my life.. worst add on worst was tt i almost lose a best bro in sch.. on tis sat when the HK ppl was in Hope, he called mi n asked mi out.. but i cant coz i was wid the hk ppl.. den he said on the fone tt i kept doing church things den everytime cannot accompany him out.. we did some quarreling den when we were back in sch, we didnt tok.. Tt period of time was so lonely n upset for mi.. i kept on searching for fren who can sit down wif mi n share problems.
On the other side, my heart was feeling so Out of Love.. i cant feel the love from ppl.. i dun feel their love n warmth for mi at all..
Last saturday, i wasnt in the mood for service coz everything seems so dead for mi but during the worship, i tears.. for i dunno y.. n problems came rushing into my mind n i asked God for solutions for every single problems.. i reali hope tt the probs will be solve but somehow i didnt get any ans.. after service, i saw everybody enjoying each other's presense n was toking happily but i juz cant feel the same way they feel.. i may be smiling n laughing but tt's juz my outer appearance.. the inner self of mi is in pieces n it's so messy.. so complicated and it is lack of something.. Im so incomplete inside. I cant sort things out properly..
i do need a person who i feel comfortable tokin to n as long as they r tokin to mi as a fren jiu4 ke3 yi1 le4... Im still wondering..
I will keep on praying~~!!
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