Let The Rain Come Down
And Wash Away My Tears.
Let It Fills My Soul
And Drown My Fears.
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Dunman Sec Sch
ITE College EAST
Birthday -> 25061989
Spiritual -> 17042004
Hope Church Singapore
Youth Deco Ministry
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met mr cg ppl at 10plus.. when i reach there, everybody there wasntin a veri pleasant mood.. n is either they are tired or they r troubled.. so after a while, after we board the train, they r still veri sian.. y? haiz.. should i cheer them up? or should i ask them wad happen? but i did none.. i tot of myself tt im oready liddat too for veri long.. n how m i able to cheer them up when im not happy.. after we reach, we went for VCM.. on my way there, i walk pass isle cafe n i saw yu qian surprisingly is tt she actually gave mi a special sermon note book made by her n oso a pen wif it.. there's a message inside too. im touched of coz.. =) n im trying veri hard to go back to the place where i belong.. i noe i'd walked backedward n tt coz mi to be far away from Him. im tryin so hard to go back n yet im doin things i do last time. ya... *back* so after the meeting n service, we walked to starhub for dinner.. den later on, we got passion meeting at nexus at 730... during the meeting, i was reali encouraged by their testi.. beside tt, im oso disappointed in myself too.. btw, i realise tt the leaders up there wont take their cg menber's comments as a thing to think instead they onli listen to those leaders under them.. ok.. back to the meeting, when they announce the final attendance, i was reali reali upset n disappointed.. my eyes filled wif tears n tears dropping.. but, no way.. i told myself tt wont drop a tears.. i wont cry.. n y am i so concern n sad is bcoz none of the 41 converts is from our group.. apart from tt, im oso veri happy tt the youth from 606 to 689 ppl during the passion month.. throughout the meeting, i wasnt veri happy.. *cant explain* den later after the ending praise, shar announce to the ppl as a testi tt east finally found a rc tt is at our budget n is within our area.. yea.. thnx God.. yup.. n after everything was over, everybody is making their way out happily, i felt so lost n unhappy abt wad the leaders haf treat their members as.. i was outside nexus n my eyes once again filled up wif tears. haiz haiz.. btw, i was so eager to serve even more in the past was becoz of the com in rc. but now, i feel useless.. eveything is reali useless.. haiz.. suan le la.. i reali cant continue to think.. im reali upset n hurt..
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