Let The Rain Come Down
And Wash Away My Tears.
Let It Fills My Soul
And Drown My Fears.
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Dunman Sec Sch
ITE College EAST
Birthday -> 25061989
Spiritual -> 17042004
Hope Church Singapore
Youth Deco Ministry
YED1
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tis is juz how much i struggle in His Kingdom.. wad can i do now?? im trying to get
involve in church stuff is because i wanna feel the love, warm again.. im reali reali
losing it le.. haiz.. where m i? i cant see the shadow of the love now.. im reali
lost.. i enjoy the songs in service but i dun feel it.. i struggled n struggled.. i
asked n asked.. but nth happen.. it's either abt the time or is abt mi n my heart?
haiz.. feel so heavy n full wif things in my heart suddenly.. during service i lost my
motivation.. i felt reali away from ppl.. not because i sat away from u all but is my
heart tt fell away from u all.. so during the praise, i din went down again in fact all
the songs or wad, i did not go down.. is seriously not i dun want is i dunno how to
go.. im seriously so ARGHHHH..... den go down oso the same.. must well stand at the
back n sing.. so the whole service, i was at the back all the time.. ya.. after
service, go for meeting for awhile den go starhub n eat le.. din wanna eat but juz feel
like doin something den i juz buy n eat lo.. so later on, we went to new rc den when we
reached, we were told to go old rc to help pack n stuff.. btw, walking from old rc to
new rc is abt 15-20mins walk.. while walkin to old rc, one of the bro came n tok abt hp
hp hp.. den he compare abt the price of my fone n other fone but i told him tt my fone
is kinda more valuable so when we reach inter, we walked pass this hp shop so he asked
abt the price la. so in the end, the uncle toold him tt my fone is more ex den the
other fone.. den after we left, (juz LEFT onli) he came behind mi n stick to mi n sae
'u win lo.. happy?' u win liao lo. i lose.. happy? happy?' so i walked away DEN he came
back n do the same.. n i was oready veri pissed n unhappy by the way he tok n means..
so i stop n i turn to him n said something not veri nice la.. so he went away n look
for other bros.. n i walked away too.. den *LonG StOrY*.. (oso dun wanna sae here..)
den he actually dun need n dun haf to come to rc thingy but he insisted so leave it
lo.. den noe wad? he DAMN slack lo.. he sit down at the sofa watching tv wif one of the
tantents** for veri long lo..(later on he went down) den when mi, bl, glenn, nic need
to go new rc for moving stuff up, i went down to look for him n i brought his bag to
asked him if wanna go home den he give mi tt DUMB BLA face.. den i was veri arghhhhh
liao.. den i juz walked away lo.. den after the four of us reach new rc, shern, shane,
(him), came along n when everybody was moving the stuff up to 12th floor, he brought
one stuff to the rc n after tt, i dun get to see him helping except staying at the rc
door there trying to help us carry things.. (MAD SIAO CRAZY) =x den we moved for hours
lor.. den when the 1st batch was done, we get to rest at the rc 1st.. den since he is
the 1st one there, he should at least help to arrange the things n not looking for
THINGS/GAMES~!!! den when there's drinks on the table, he's the 1st one to get for
himself.. without askin other tt is sweating MORE den him.. den ppl drink onli like
2cups liddat den keep some for the later.. den he sit there drinking n drinking without
thinkin abt later lo.. den he actually finished up 1/4 of 1.5ltr drink.. (is alot lo).. haiz.. his so slack lo.. rather not having him there.. waste water.. =xxxx
soon later, my sis called n ask y so late haven go home n sorts lo.. den i said i told mom den she sae no, never.. den i ask her to pass the fone to mom den i can tok to her.. den she sae nvm.. dun wan.. *after tt, hang up le.* den suddenly dennis receive a call from jasmine saying tt my sis or mom wants us to go back.. (ASS LA.. no lo.. is my sis wants us to go back..) den later when mi n my bro were on the bus, my mom called.. den from new rc say say say/ scold scold scold (while taking bus) till i reach inter BUT NOT finish!!! den continue from inter(wait for bus, Board the Bus) den few stops later, den hang up.. den come home, my bro oso get scolded the quarreling became more n more fierce den my mom n bro were *on fire*.. den they tok for SO SO sO long n still quarreling.. last part of quarreling, my sis cannot tolerate wif their voice n she goes,"SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" den nth change, den she close the door............ yup.. get the moral of the story?? no?It Means If She Doesnt Make tt Call,NOTHING WILL HAPPEN....
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