Eyes Of The Brightest Star.

26 October 2006

a dae of TOTAL CRAP!!!!!!!!!

finally finished up my last minute sharing n sort.

lets start from the start of the day! First it was a presentation of wad we had practiced for the past mths or weekssss. everybody came wif a heart of no faith. n yet i tried to calm myself n during the presentation rehearsal for Ms Lena, the one who is kinda in-charge of the presentation. i could sae tt everybody were veri nervous n un-prepared abt the own sharing. but it doesnt mean tt we went there wif an empty mind. so the flow was - skit presentation n a indivisual sharing after the skit. ok, as i had mention earlier tt we werent well prepared, we tend to mumble, stammered n sort doin the presentation. so after our presentation, we had an evaluation wif ms lena. oh btw, there is a team tt present b4 us. yup. ms kena din give much comments on them. n when it's our turn, she actually told us so much tt we had to do last min preparation!!! she said tt our presentation is too cultural instead we should be more educational. as we went there mainly for studies. n she also looked at our video clip as it is part of the item. she actually SUGGESTED tt IF we COULD swop SOME of the presentation slidesSSSSS wif SOME of the video clip slidesSSSS... she was like changing, disagree on slides on the both items. so we rather change a new slides n a new videoclips. n after her 'nice suggestions', is actually lunch time n i wont deny tt mi myself n thomas wasnt dishearted. i din show it on the spot but i m reali feeling REALI REALI being *punched* on the face. is like falling from a tall building to the ground. haiz. although thomas din sae a word n his face expression change on the spot. i walked out of the auditorium alone thinkin, y izzit so sudden? n i reali felt discouraged by all the comments ms lena gave. although i understand tt she is trying to let us noe which point to highlight more n which point we dun haf to. as i was walking out, a called came. guess wad? is actually ms wong. she saw or felt how i feel, n she wanted to tok to mi n thomas. starting of the tokin, she tot mi n thomas wasnt in good terms so i actually let her noe tt is not between us. n i oso din reali wanna sae out the reason. too harsh for myself to hear. =x we had lunch together n i can sae tt i ate my lunch wif a 'unjoyful attitude'. we onli had 20mins btw. after the lunch, we had to meet again at lifeskill meeting room to discuss on how to edit our presentation.

ms wong was a reali sweet teacher she actually got us some drinks to perk us up. thnx 'cher. haha. we did actually discussed wad to take out n wad to put in. but in conclusion, thomas suggested to use a different method for our presentation. means now we had to change!!! we changed into a 'live audience show' which thomas became the host n the rest of the team became the speaker.a lot of indivisual sharing were swopped. we started a veri dry trial. for us to know wad we r gonna do n sae nxt. we brainstorm ideas for a better sharing n time reali flies!!!! it is past 3pm almost 4 oready. n we had to meet ms lena b4 5pm. as she also had other presentations to look at. we did a fast one, n yup! we went to meet ms lena n she was bz in the auditorium observing others presentation. n ms wong came to us n tell us tt we haf to stay till 7pm, our face change. i was pissed off. but i reali wanna thnx God tt He calm my heart. if not, i could haf walked off the place.

so after ms lena observation on other groups, is time to close the auditorium, so we went over to a classroom n present to her. it was a better one she said. she also helped us in ur phrases. highlighting to us more clearly where n wad to sae.. ok. it was a long time helping us to phrase. n the weather outside is raining heavily. time is past 730. i wasnt in a good mood too. i had a headache.

wad i can sae overall is tt we changed last min n ms lena sae it wasnt bad.. instead of a presentation we did it for weekss or mths. wad de.. wad i oso realise is tt ms ananti wasnt in a good mood too. she came in halfway we were doin. she had some fone calls, n after tt, she wasnt filled wif joy.

i wanna reali reali THANK YOU ->
- ms ananti for her ideas n her small jokes to brighten our day during the preparation.
- ms wong for her concern n encouragement during down times.
- mr desmond for his help on getting us blazers, excuse letter for lesson, the video camera and ur petrol as well!!

n few things to them is the TIME they sacrifice for us. rushing after class, their meals tt they skipped bcoz of the preparation.

THANKS teachers for all these.. =DDD

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